Struggling

Sometimes, I just feel sad. I'm less than nothing, and I have nowhere to go. It's awful when you are so alone in this ungrateful world. But even I'm alone, I don't want my kids to be alone, to grow without their mom, so I need to keep trying, but I'm afraid that without help, I won't be able to win a battle. I don't want to be alone anymore, but it seems that a very lonely life awaits me, and I just want to be strong enough to handle that. I must be a terrible person, and I think I am, that's why I'm alone. I'm so sorry for my mistakes, but feeling that way won't fix anything in my life, so I don't know what to do anymore to stop things from being worse. I just need to shut up and go with the flow. I just hope not to hurt anyone anymore. I need someone to save my soul, so please, come and save me. I need to shut my feelings down, as my husband does, but for some reason, I can't, and I can't stop thinking on my babies. I need some sort of miracle, and hope. And I just wish to be loved again, someday, but my wishes hardly ever come true, so at least hope for him not to hate my guts. I try to be mature, but mature and sentimental don't get along. And probably I shouldn't be writing this, but the thing is that I have no one to talk to, so I need to get this out of my system, 'cause it's crushing me from the inside. Maybe I'm a drama queen, and I don't want people to pity me, but is just the way I feel. My heart physically hurts, and I think that's due to all the stress I'm going through, and I know that this will be just temporary (the chest pain, at least). The last thing to say today is, please Jesus, just come and save my life, if a lot of people say that you can do it, come and do it, 'cause I don't know what to do with my life. Guide me through this valley of shadow and I will follow.

Show must go on...

I'm living my life as if it was never gonna end, because sometimes (a lot of times) I just lose track of time. As it may appear as a good thing, sometimes is not that helpful, 'cause I tend to waste time, and I tend to worry about really stupid things, that actually don't have any importance at all.

On the other hand, maybe I am trying to enjoy my present, without worrying about a future that may never come, or a past that is already gone and there is nothing I can do to change it. I think that it is important to live without many worries that suck out your life and energy like leaches.

I've been trying to find a balance, and to start enjoying every moment without forgetting that everything I do today will have a consequence tomorrow, but still have a lot of work to do 'till I actually find that balance.

in the mean time, I must go on, and keep on living, 'cause something I've learned is that time won't stop for anything, so I must follow up...

Take your mama out!

Scissor Sisters, new yorkers....

No hay que generalizar....

Si bien es cierto que no debemos generalizar, también es cierto que un montón de gringos no tienen precisamente la información más acertada (por ponerlo de alguna forma elegante) sobre el mundo. Como muestra, un botón.

En ese video talvez no están representadas las personas más brillantes ni más cultas del mundo, pero sí representan a una gran parte de la población. Me pregunto, ¿cuántos de los guatemaltecos tendrían respuestas más brillantes que esas? (si tomamos en cuenta el mismo nivel de educación que teóricamente tienen los habitantes de USA).

Saludos G, gracias por el buen material!

Imagination

It's all in the mind, the truth of our lives. Or is it a lie?

We listen to that phrase very often, and it is suppose to encourage us to fight for our dreams, for our goals. If you think big, you're gonna get big results. The sky is the limit of our imagination, and it has so many power over us, that is difficult to fight against it.

Is my success related with the power of my mind? I'm not sure how, but I can say that it has some relationship. When people think about their dreams and goals, they know what they want, and start working on whatever that will take them there, but when they get there, can we say that it was because of the dream or because of the effort?

I agree with those who say that we need to think before and act later, in order to achieve things, because if we don't know what we want, we will be like running in circles. Imagine to put all your effort in something that at the end you didn't even wanted in the first place... What a waste of time.

I believe that Luck has something to do with success too, 'cause sometimes, it doesn't matter how hard we try, it wasn't our time to succeed, our hearts aren't ready. In other cases, some don't even fight for their dreams (if they have dreams at all), and they achieve them.

My dreams may not come true, but tomorrow is gonna be a better day.